In Life, Always Alone...
In Death, Forever Forgotten...

 

Today has been the hardest day of my life. Part of me wants to run screaming for the first exit, but I WILL NOT be my father.

rejrustin:

#protect #fight #kiss #love #hold #laugh #fall #catch (Taken with instagram)

rejrustin:

#protect #fight #kiss #love #hold #laugh #fall #catch (Taken with instagram)

I deserve every painful second of this. Sitting in the parking lot, world spinning, anxiety tearing though every little piece of my soul as I struggle to breathe and force the building panic back down into the cellar of my self. I deserve the pain, the fear, the horror that comes with bring the monster amongst a crowd of happy people. I sometimes forget who I am and try to be normal. I end up chasing thoughts I thought I was running away from.